Her Own Thougths

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                                                            She sat quietly in her own thoughts

She listened quietly to her own thoughts

She observed quietly her own thoughts

She sat and cried quietly listening to her own thoughts

She never knew how lost she could get in her own thoughts

She never knew how sad it could be to think her own thoughts

She dreamt of faraway lands in her own thoughts

She got lost in the dreams of her own thoughts 

She soared to the beyond, high above in her own thoughts

She sang a song of hope in her own thoughts

She smiled at the life she imagined in her own thoughts

She was sometimes scared of her own thoughts

She never told anyone about her own thoughts

She let fears take over her own thoughts

She almost gave up the fight because of her own thoughts

She found the hero within herself in her own thoughts

She suddenly found the horizon of peace in her own thoughts

She saw the sun glowing brighter than before in her own thoughts

She knew that finally, she was safe in her own thoughts

She will never again let the world ruin her own thoughts

She almost lost herself once in her own bad thoughts

Until she decided to love herself…….

"Life isn’t so bad", she thought


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